One Night at Fuddruckers

Isn't it weird the things that stick with us? Julie and I have a long standing joke in our relationship inspired by a family that we observed at a Maryland Fuddruckers about 9 years ago.

Julie and I had just sat down to eat, when we noticed a family of seven walk in. They ordered and headed to their seats in the game room at the back of the restaurant.

Just a quick set up of the scene, the game room is on the opposite side of the restaurant from the register/food pick-up/fixins' station. Julie and I were sitting near the drink area in the center, on the main aisle.

I don't think we even noticed until the third or fourth trip, but we could barely contain our laughter as the number of trips the father took from their table to the register/food pick-up/fixins' station grew and grew and grew.

He went for spoons, knives, ketchup, crackers, etc., etc. As young newlyweds, with no kids in our horizon, it was quiet humorous to see this harried father walk back and forth with no real end in sight. "Why couldn't he just get it together?"

Over the years whenever Julie or I took a couple too many trips to do a seemingly simple task, Fuddruckers would be mentioned to draw out a laugh. Oh, but how things come full circle...

A couple of days ago we were trying to get out of the door to take Julie to work and for me and the Z's to the YMCA. I went out to start the car and unlock the doors ... I walked out to get Zoe and Zane into the car and drop the diaper bag ... Then back in to get my bag for the Y ... Time to put Zadie in the car ... Oops forgot Zoe and Zane's juice cups ... Oh yeah, my coffee, can't leave without that ... My MP3 player ... Snacks for the kids, because we were planning on going to the mall after the Y. All in all 9 trips back and forth from the house to the car, and three times locking and unlocking the front door ... I realized something on Tuesday. I have become the Fuddruckers guy. I have become the butt of my own jokes.

Now I am sure there are studies about sleep deprivation and lack of stimulating conversation and the affect on the parental brain that might explain the whole situation, but I think it goes deeper than that. I think good parents change their priorities. At the time of the trip to Fuddruckers that night, we were still looking for a good party. Now our good parties end at 9pm so we can get a good nights sleep.

People are by nature inward focused. A survival mentality. If you want to be a good parent, I think much (but not all) of your focus must be then directed outwards, toward your children. It may be cliche, but parents do hold the future in their hands and it is a tremendous responsibility.

Being a stay-at-home dad is a very rewarding and fulfilling endeavour ... if I step back and take a 30,000 foot view of my life. But on the days when you are removing the breakfast dishes at lunch and the lunch dishes at dinner, it can seem a bit overwhelming and trivial. My previous job was filled with deadlines. Hard and fast deadlines. If someone was having an event at 8am on Saturday Morning, they needed their signs and graphics by close of business on Friday. With kids, you have small deadlines; make it to the store and back before nap time meltdowns or making it to Julie's work in time to collect milk for Zadie's next feeding, things like that.

The deadline for growing your children, though, never comes. When would you say your job as a parent ends; college, marriage, kids of their own? A parents job is never done. The relationship dynamics change, but in our eyes they will always be the sweet, vulnerable newborn, that depends on you for absolutely everything. We would do anything to make life easier and more enjoyable for them.

While nine trips to the car in a five minute span could make me feel as though I should be fitted with a straitjacket and sent away somewhere. That is just a small blip in time when compared to the lifetime that we spend in the act of parenting.

The Kingdom of Wagnonia

A couple of weeks ago I talked about a new found appreciation of musicals. Well the theater is a different animal for me. Something about seeing a good play on stage that leaves with a different feeling than a movie or television show can achieve. I went as far as to take Drama as an elective in High School (which at an all boys, private school was a risky proposition, if trying to maintain a favorable reputation).

Over the past few days we (me and the four Z's) have turned our living/dining room into the Wagner Family Playhouse. We rehearse during the day, make costumes and perform for Julie when she arrives home from work.

Zach plays the recurring role of Sir Asks-A- Lot, a brave knight, with many questions and a heart of gold.

Zoe plays the role of the princess (of course). Although tonights performance was a bit much for her and we had to call on her understudy, Scooby Doo. You see tonight's performance involved the princess being kidnapped by a fire breathing dragon and that was a little much for Zoe. We attempted convincing, bribing, cajoling and a nap, but the answer remained the same, a lip quivering "No". But as you'll see Scooby did an admiral job on such last minute notice.

Zane begins as a squire, but is quickly knighted to become, Sir Screams-A-Lot. He is also a brave and noble knight, with little fear of putting himself in harms way to protect the kingdom.

And a quick plug for homeschooling. Though definitely not for everyone, we have enjoyed homeschooling Zach this year. With our business not doing well in the fall, sending him back to private school was not really an option. We also did not like his assigned public school. So we decided to home-school. We didn't know a lot about it, but we are learning more and more every day. We are able to take concepts that he is excited about (the theme at church this month is honor and is being displayed using a medieval theme) and apply them to learning which really makes it a lot of fun. I will steal a line from Julie's previous employer, but it really is true, "When Children Love to Learn, They'll Learn".

It is a lot of fun working with these wonderful and talented young actors, but enough from me ... I will let the videos do the rest of the talking...

Play 1, 2/22/10

Play 2, Part 1, 2/23/10

Play 2, Part 2, 2/23/10

Play 2, Part 3, 2/23/10

Nap Time

About a month ago Zoe and Zane decided that a nap every other day was enough for them. Today they may have started their quest to spread that to every third day. As I sit here at 6pm, listening to Zane cry that Zach paused 'Electric Company' to use the bathroom, I can tell you that they are struggling to make a convincing argument for me to allow them to skip any more naps. But the fit happening now is nothing compared to the events of earlier today...

First I need to take you back to Friday, when we decided it was time to move Zadie from our room and the bassinet to Zoe's room and her crib. This meant that we had to turn Zane's toddler bed back into a crib and move him to the bunk beds in Zach's room. This involves splitting apart two children that have literally slept together every day for the past two and a half years (plus 8 or so months in the womb). We expected some bumps.

Today's nap started with Zoe and Zane both laying in Zane's bed. We could not find Zane's pillow. In place of it I substituted a nice full sized, flannel covered pillow. Zach, Zadie and I went downstairs to start to build the fire breathing dragon that would play a vital part in the play we put on for Julie when she came home from work. After being down a few minutes, Zane came downstairs crying and holding out his finger. Turns out my pillow substitution had created some tension in Zane's bed. The best I could piece together was that Zane tried to take Zoe's pillow and she fought back, by trying to take a piece of Zane's finger, with her teeth. When I asked Zoe if she bit him, see gave me an emphatic and excited "YEAH", while smiling, bobbing her head and doing a little celebratory dance (She was very proud of maiming her brother). When I asked Zane if he tried to take her pillow he said, "no". I asked again, "Zane, did you try to take her pillow?" This time I got a pouted face, head hung low, "yes". I reprimanded them both (banged my head against the wall a few times), made them hug, say sorry and then I tucked them back into bed.

But, it wasn't long before tempers flared again upstairs. It sounded like two fighters sparring before the big fight. By the time I could make it upstairs they were both at the top, heading down to find me and plead their respective cases. I decided it was time to split them up. I told Zoe to go to her room and Zane to his. They both said "no". Zane wanted to go to Zoe's room and vice-versa. Fine. I put them in bed and started to again head downstairs to rescue Zach from a now screaming Zadie.

This is when the games of petty theft and pugilism turned to a more age appropriate activity...tag, you're it. They were running back and forth between the rooms, having a grand old time. And wouldn't you know it, just as they start having the time of their young lives, mean old Dad's already paper thin patience disintegrates into a pile of goo on the floor. I am up the stairs in a flash. I lay Zane as gently as a lamb (if you are new to the concept of sarcasm, this is a great example of it) into Zoe's bed, threatening who knows what if his feet hit the floor again. I put Zoe back in Zane's bed with similar rants and warnings. As I pass back by where Zane is supposed to be laying down, I see that he has eluded the child lock, opened his door and was balancing himself on the edge of Zoe's bed frame, looking very proud of himself. I then utilized the only tool that we as society still have to keep toddlers from ruling the earth ... the baby gate. I put the gate in the doorway and walk away with smug smile, exaggeratedly wiping my hands, showing a job well done.

I checked on him after a few minutes and he looked so pitiful looking out over the gate, realizing that he had lost and I had won. I had won, I had a quiet house. Zach and I went about building our dragon, then ... I heard a strange sound. I determined that the it was the sound of an electric toothbrush ... coming from upstairs. As I rounded the corner of the stairs and peered into the bathroom I felt my victory was still in tact since it was only Zoe playing in the bathroom. The barricade set for Zane had held? As I entered the bathroom to collect Zoe and take her back to bed, I was suddenly face to face with an overjoyed Zane. Now I may be reading too much into his smug, almost sinister smile, but as he stood there, eye to eye with me, on the bathroom sink, I couldn't help but think he was trying to show me that he is on equal footing with me. That he was up to any challenge I may pose on his freedoms. Zane who has learned to escape a child proofed room by running head first into the knob, splitting the child lock in two, now he has escaped the baby gate. I am afraid to see might be next ... maybe he is smarter than me?

I know when I have been beaten ... But I live to fight another day. Tomorrow it is set to be in the 60's and sunny. I will have at my disposal my newest nap time weapon ... I call it "Trampoline".

Because I said so...

I have moments when I take pause and wonder if when I was kid, and my imagination was still functioning on all cylinders (or some cylinders), if I could have imagined some of the things I find spewing from my mouth. Of course I say all the classics, "because I said so", "we'll see", "you have 3 (or 5 or 10 or whatever other arbitrary number comes to my mind) seconds to ...". And it does not really bother me that I do. I was reading on a few sites, the things you should never say to your kids and one of the phrases was "because I said so". The reasoning was logical enough. Your child is asking why, typically to learn more about the situation. So I think I nipped that one in the bud. I told Zack that if he wanted to know why I was asking or telling him to do something that he could ask "Why" as long as it was preceded by, "Yes Sir, but..."

Now some of the things that I find myself saying are probably not found in many parenting books or blogs. Here are a few:

I will call this the category, The Answer is a Resounding NO:

• "Do you want a spanking."

• "Do you want to go to your room?"

• "Do you want to go to bed?"

The princess category:

• "Zack, tell your sister she is a princess."

• "Zane, take off the princess shoes and give them back to your sister."
  

Kids being Kids?

• "He is not playing dodge ball, he is sitting there drinking his milk. That's not dodge ball, that's just called hitting someone in the face with a ball."

• "Zach. if you say anything more than 3 times in a row, it is officially annoying."

• "Zoe, oranges are not balls to be thrown around the house."

Why you shouldn't speak before coffee:

• "Zane, you need to focus your focus."

• "You have to finish your juice before you can have milk."

And, finally, Zane:

• "Zane, don't lick the floor."

• "Zane, don't lick me."

• "Zane, don't lick your brother."

• "Zane, get your head out of the Trash Can."

• "Zane, get your head out of the Toilet."

McDonalds, Target and Discovery Place, Oh My! Concluded...

After Target, Valentines Day concluded without a hitch. I made homemade bread and lasagna. We watched Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs as a family. Then we finished the night off off with some Double Chocolate Ghirardelli Brownies. Yum!

Presidents Day was the Monday after Valentines and Julie was home from work for the day. A few weeks ago we became members of the Western North Carolina Nature Center which gave us reciprocal privileges for Discovery Place in uptown Charlotte. So we packed up the car and headed out.

A couple of points to set up the day. It was cold. Not too cold, but hovering right around 40 degrees. It was also raining. Not too hard, but a good steady rain. Finally, as it turns out, a rainy Monday, when banks are closed (Charlotte is a huge banking town) and kids are out of school makes for a perfect day for half of Charlotte to go to Discovery Place.

We arrive at the parking deck and Zach is totally excited. We kept it as a surprise for him. I start up the parking deck and there are no spots to be had. We make it all of the way to the top and only see one parking spot that our van may or may not fit into. So I circle back and stop to let Julie out with the kids while I try to find a spot.

I hop out. Unbuckle Zoe and Zane. I open the back of the van to get the stroller. Retrieve Zadie from her seat and place her in the stroller. Julie grabs Zoe, who has fallen asleep on the ride, and lays her next to Zadie in the stroller. Zach gets out. I grab the diaper bag and drinks that we had packed and put those in the stroller. Finally I grab Zane, who has been playing around in the front seat, and put him with the rest of the crew. Julie starts to head in with the kids.

I close the passenger doors, front and sliding. Close the back door and the driver side sliding door and grab the handle to open my door. It doesn't budge. I grab the sliding door, no luck there either. I go to the back door and give it a tug, uh-uh. Two things happen. My heart starts to beat a little faster and an image shoots into my mind. I can see it plain as day. It was an image of Zane in the front seat ... playing with all the buttons.

First thought, how much is this going to cost me? Second thought, I am going to ring Zane's neck? Third thought, (since the car was running) how much gas is in the tank? Fourth thought, why was I not watching my kid? (This is becoming a theme)

The locksmith came and went. It cost $45 to open the door. Cost for admission if we did not have the passes ... $44. Oh well, what are you going to do?

To tell you the truth, the time in Discovery Place was relatively uneventful. The kids had a great time. We saw a 3-D dinosaur movie that Zane added his commentary to and Zoe was too scared to put her glasses on for.

We did have a bit of an issue at lunch when the cafe was out of ... well, everything. But it did help Julie to discover a new sandwich concotion, Sunflower Butter and Apricot Jelly on Whole Wheat.

With the risk of sounding insolent, I tell this last story. As we were leaving, Julie and I both had to use the restroom. Julie went first while I held Zadie and made sure the other kids did not run off. I was standing up, waiting for Julie, as I was approached by one of the custodial workers. She made a comment about Zadie which I did not hear because I was completly focused on her two front teeth, which were covered with blood. What an off-putting situation. Luckily she moved away fairly quickly. Julie came out and I handed her Zadie. The woman at this point made her back to Zadie and this time was reaching out to touch her. I decided that I could hold it and we made a beeline for the elevator.

What a character check moment. I knew nothing about her except that she was a custodian and her gums were bleeding. Based on that sketchy information, I determined that she was not worthy of interacting with my children. We want out kids to not judge based on color, race, social status, etc., but it can be hard to teach when you are dealing with your own preconceived notions. How can I learn to see ...

39 Then Jesus told him, “I entered this world to render judgment—to give sight to the blind and to show those who think they see that they are blind.”
40 Some Pharisees who were standing nearby heard him and asked, “Are you saying we’re blind?”
41 “If you were blind, you wouldn’t be guilty,” Jesus replied. “But you remain guilty because you claim you can see." (John 9:39-41, NLT)

Quick Break in the action...

I am two-thirds of the way through a series of posts, but I could not wait on this one. We have been having a little bit of a problem with Zoe and her sleeping habits. First of all, both Zoe and Zane have gone to every other day naps, just in time for the entrance of their new stay at home dad. Thanks for that.

Lately though Zoe has been giving us a fit about going to bed at night. She uses questions, requests, whining, and even hysterical crying at times to manipulate us into extending bed time. Now, over the last few nights, she has ended up in our bed at 3 or 4 in the morning. Tonight we decided to try to put a stop to this by having a good old fashioned "cry-it-out session". I don't know who won, because she is not in her bed, but I was literally on the floor laughing my a** off. Take a look...

McDonalds, Target and Discovery Place, Oh My! Continued...

They don't build shopping carts for our family. Target has one that has two seats with buckles and I can put Zadie in the grocery part of the basket. But where do you put everything else? I need to invent a little tow behind trailer that can hook to my belt. But I digress ...

We went to Target to buy 6 items:

• Pajamas and Chocolate as a present for Julie
• A card to Julie, from me
• Glue Sticks for the kids to make their Valentines to Julie
• Diapers
• Wine

Simple enough, right? We started smooth. We headed to the Woman's department to look for Pajamas. As we approached the section, Zachary told me that we should ask Zoe about "what Momma likes and what her size is because she is a girl." He also told Zoe while we were looking that "when you get older, you are going to spend a LOT of time in this section." It is good to know that Zach is already well schooled in gender stereotypes. The pickings were slim, but we found a cute set and headed for the Valentines Day section.

Now this is where the Target Store Designers make their money. To get from Woman's intimates (A Valentines Day staple), where the pajamas are, to the heart shaped chocolate (another Valentines Day staple), you must go through the gauntlet known as the Toy department.

Julie and I have always done a good job of not purchasing toys on the spot for the kids, so that was not my concern. The Toy department does seem to be a sort of time warp. You enter intending to only spend a few minutes looking around and you emerge an hour later, exhausted, disheveled and wondering if you blacked out for a little while.

To my surprise we made it through the candy aisle with little to no problems. I retrieved the wine and diapers without incident and we headed over to school supplies. I found the glue sticks and as I was deciding 2-pack or 6-pack, name brand or Target brand, I heard a crash. I looked to the end of the aisle to see the twins standing amidst a pool of sparkly green water and a slew of broken glass. You see, the twins had never seen the inside of a St. Patrick's Day snow globe and thought that there must be a first time for everything.

My first thought, who buys a St. Patrick's Day snow globe? Second thought, who at Target thought it was a good idea to put them on a low shelf? Third thought, I am going to own a broken St. Patrick's Day snow globe (see first thought). Fourth thought, why wasn't I watching my kids? (The world would probably be a better place if we had the fourth thought first, rather than looking for someone else to blame.)

I run over to make sure that they do not move or try to pick anything up. Zach immediately starts to look for a worker to tell what happened, because that is what first born, type-A's do. Zane is repeating just one word, "Happen"? That is Zane's way of asking "What Happened". I wanted to say, you tell me, you are the one with a broken snow globe base in your hands and green sparkles in your socks. Zoe ... is crying. No scream this time, but she is awfully upset that her pants are wet. That of course was my number one concern also.

Meanwhile Zach returns with a worker who looks all too happy to have to clean up the glittering mess. I offer to pay for the broken piece, he of course tells me not worry about it. So I collect my kids and slowly but with increasing speed head toward the check-out, snagging a greeting card for Julie on the way.

It is 11:30am at this point and a quirky law in North Carolina says that you can not buy alcohol before Noon on Sunday. I always forget that, but no big deal I would get it later. It was the question from the cashier was what left me with a blank stare. She asked, "Do you want to go do something for a half hour and come back to get it?" ... Speechless ...

To be concluded ...